Building

I’ve always been passionate about building and woodworking. It’s calming to me and I like the focus and energy I get when I do it. But It’s really hard to find the right space to do it in because my family lives in a condo and in a condo there is no garage and we don’t have the right outside for that kind of work. It’s really hard to get the right tools for woodworking. 

But my mama and my papa got these electric bikes and my papa is ordering parts to put on the bikes and I get to help him put all the parts and pieces together.

 I feel alone even when I’m with people, and it’s like I can’t really hear anything and I’m in my own world.

For example, this morning my mama was taking a walk around a park and my sister was reading and I didnt know what to play or do,so I thought I’m going to make a lizard cage even though its not actually woodworking its still somewhere in between and rite away I just got lost in the project and even though I did not finish it I still felt way more alive.

I love that feeling. I usually feel way more awake and alive after I build anything from building with metal and any other material or even just building a tiny little boat made out of sticks. I still feel the exact same way.